Currently Listening Toxicity By System of a Down see related

well....things still havent changed...

these ppl must not understand wat kinda situation im in.......try to think if you ahd three or four gurls that liked you and u have showed a little affection to all of them.....and now they all are confused about how u r feeling and if you tell one of them that they are the one that u like the most u hurt all the rest of them but if u tell tham that u dont like any of them like as more then a freind then they think ur a lier about every thing u have done so there is no good way out of it so i dont know wat do do...

screw all of this damn drama im out!!!

son of a bitch........

im so tired of all this damn drama.....y the hell cant we all just get this strait.....im so tired of every one being amd at me but sayn there not.......and to top it all off i cant get no one to help me out.....all i want is a friend that can run a few messages the i cant do my self.....but no......they'er all fricken involved but they dont want to get involved.......so if thats the fuckin way u want it then stay the fuck out of all of my fuckin bissness......fuck the whole god damn world.....its so fuckin gay the friends that i thought i had arent there now.........so fuck them to.....FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......every one if you dont want to help dont fucken tlk about it dont tlk to me when im down about it....just leave me the fuck alone.....im sick and tired of all off my bitchen fallin on def ears.....as you can tell im pretty pissed......but i dont care any more.....all this has causedme to be sleep deprived and im just sick of it all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I CANT SAY IT ENOUGH OF HOW IM SO FUCKEN TIRED OF ALL YOU FUCKIN NEEDEL NOSE PICKED DICK HEADS OUT THERE THAT ARE IN MY FUCKIN BISNESS..............LEAVE.....ME....THE....FUCK.....ALONE

Currently Listening Mezmerize By System of a Down see related

hey yall.........

just got back from planet wisdom(church trip)..........and well...lets just say lots of drama....first theres this gurl that i like and me and her start tlkn then some one tells me that she dont like me....well then this other chick comes along she really likes me and shes in tenth grade i kinda like her but more like a friend then a gurlfriend....well i start tlkn to her sister...a senior...and i find out she really likes me...she all says im hot and we whent and hung out at the mall............we start holded hands right...dont forget shes a senior....and then we go in to dillards and we sit down on this couch....we start to tlk and befor i know it we are maken out.....not that its all that bad but it just surprised me...then she like we have to go cautch the bus...then we find this bed and we make out some more...then we get up and go back to the church were we are sleepin....... the gurls are in another buildin.....dont get any ideas.....and we go to bed....the next day we go to the church service were we slept at and me and her were holden hands some more...then on the bus ride home she called her dad to tell her wat was goin on.....shes like "dad i have a b/f....hes like yea..how old is he...shes like 13" .....just remember shes 4 years older then me..."hes like YOU HAVE TO KIDDING ME TELL ME YOUR JOKEN"....so like she was all depreesed the rest of the trip......and as for the rest of the gurls that this story involes they are mad AT ME.......see the senior is ganna move out in three months....she told me to wait till then....well now the other 8th grader might want to go out with me.......and i really dont know wat to do.....c,,ireally like the senior but her dad is not ganna let me go out wit her.....but im sapposed to wait....and now thrers this chick from my skool that wants to go out wit me after she breaks  up wit her b/f........errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....i wanted a gurl freind....someone i really liked.....some one that liked me back and now i have like 5 of them that like me back ......................but i have to choose wat to do......every one wants me to pick them.....dont forget the senior is who i really like but i do like one of the 8th graders a lot too..........sooo if any one has advice for me.....so right now im really confused about every thing.....im so sick and tired of all this effing drama..................how do you gurls do this every day all day.........i cant stand it . cant survive this.......i cant sllep.....i dont want ot eat.......all i want to do is spend time with all of them and get this straitend out....so i can sleep and eat agian..........its always here in my mind.......i never leaves............this totally sucks.......

well im out!!!!!!!!!!thats how im feeling right now

piece out yall

Currently Watching Up in Smoke By Tommy Chong, Cheech Marin see related

holy crap........

wresteling is so awsome.......my first meet is like in two weeks so yea i hope im ready........k.c. that was really fun goin live aginst ya....but ou hurt my frickin arm in the half nel.      you totalyy owned me tonight though but ill get cha naxt time.......i cant belive you won state last year thats crazy.....well im gettin ready for planet wisdom.....its a church trip......were goin to little rock arkansaw....its gana be lots of fun......who ever wants to stay after skool some days and go to the wheight room with me just tell me.....well g2g pack  see you all on monday

piece!!!

ohh yea you all need to watch that movie its so funny.......